It sucks.

So grades just came in, 6 B's and 2 A's. Thanks to these p0ooper grades I'm grounded. No more staying afterschool for me. To add to that, he just broke up with me just because I can't choose. So supposedly he chose for me and broke up with me? --->WTF<--- And now one of my friends are thinking that I'm avoiding her because of all this drama. Sometimes stupid people like that should just go to hell. They seriously have nothing better to do than meddle into other people's lives. Yes I understand they are friends, but this one problem I just have to deal with on my own. My only way out of this is to let things cool down, and hopefully, just hopefully, things will work out. What I meant by things working out is that both he and I will finally have a normal conversation again. FXCK FXCK FXCK.

Life as it is.

It's incredible how he has no idea I have feelings for him. Sadly he likes my friend who thinks he's a total creep. Just because of the the fact that he has tried to be friendly. AP exams are coming up which is stressing the poopers out of me. To add to that, SATs are fastly approaching. And before you know it, junior year is over and all the seniors will leave. So many more years of miserable school life that I don't even have the drive to become what I want to be. Just thinking about it makes me pessimistic. Eh.