Life as it is.

It's incredible how he has no idea I have feelings for him. Sadly he likes my friend who thinks he's a total creep. Just because of the the fact that he has tried to be friendly. AP exams are coming up which is stressing the poopers out of me. To add to that, SATs are fastly approaching. And before you know it, junior year is over and all the seniors will leave. So many more years of miserable school life that I don't even have the drive to become what I want to be. Just thinking about it makes me pessimistic. Eh.