Another hopeless night. Space is key as James would say. But the five letters that make up this word frightens me so much. Instead of it being temporary, what if it ends up being forever? I thought I had made significant progress in winning you back yesterday, but it turns out it was just another failure of mine. What would of happened if my phone hadn't died? Would we have been together right now? You were on your third rule and I was busy negotiating on rule number two. I feel so stupid so childish that I had wasted time even trying to negotiate with you on number two. Why hadn't I just listened and let you continue? It keeps me wondering what if you had finished with all your rules? And that I had agreed to follow them all? I would probably be very happy right now.

Baby, I miss you so much. I can feel your pain, each and everytime I get mad and shun you out of my life. Now I feel how much it hurts. Baby, you're my everything. I can't believe how you managed to tell me to stop seeing you as the only guy in the world. You may not be the only guy in the world, but you're the ONLY guy for me. I'm sorry, I know I fucked up on Wednesday. What if I hadn't been mad at you on that day? We would of been still very happy and together. I wish I can turn back time; now that I have realized the mistake that I have made. I love you. I love you for who you are. I love you the most before you even changed. Although the eating part could of been a bit cleaner haha. But that's all a part of what makes francisco urrea himself. And what sucks is that I'd never be able to go back to these wonderful/unsanitary times. I love you again. I wish you can see through these words. Through this pain. That deep down I'd do anything for you now.
You're my one and only Frankie, baby, babe.
Goodbye.

If faith is with me tonight and you do happen to stumble upon this, if you your mind, please call, I'll be up waiting tonight.

Baby I love you. I only want to be with you. For now until the end.

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