I feel that he doesn't want to be with me. Yet he's doing it because he feels sorry for me. I mean why else would he say I love you and still be confused? Those three words mean exactly what they stand for. There is no reason to be confused after saying those three words to someone who you have these feelings for. It hurts how it took him so long to decide over her and I. And in the end, yes I was no doubt happy that he chose me. But what really messed me up was that he didn't sound so pleased with his decision. This keeps me wondering what this girl has that I never will have, and what keeps him attracted to her so much. She must be a special one. :)

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